Winship 5k- 1 week
Your legacy is every life you have touched.
Dear Mike ,
It has been hard to plan for the 5k without you.
I miss you. Nothing new here.
Pictures from last year make me want to travel back in time
and long for you to be here.
Beside me .
Waking beside me .
Walking beside me.
The kids said one night last week…
That they wished you could have your cell phone in heaven.
My heart broke into a million pieces again.
Wouldn’t that be amazing.
To have your cellphone in heaven.
I think that’s why I keep writing to you.
Keep talking to you.
And hoping you will meet me somewhere.
That I will hear your voice
coming through the winds
Like the radio transmitted waves though a cell phone.
One can only hope.
You met me in my dreams that night.
And sometimes I can hear you talk back.
The next morning,
I read the quote by Maya Angelou
I had woken up sad and missing you.
As I often do after dreaming about you.
But I think God and you knew this particular morning,
that I was sad and together you sent me this quote.
Celia woke up and found me on the back deck ,
Right after reading it.
I was hoping and watching for you to visit us on the bird feeders.
I read the quote to her.
She asked what legacy meant.
And then of course she half regretted asking me , when I was 30 min in explaining ,
as she asked can we have breakfast already ? 😜
She does love to hear about you always.
I told her about all the lives her daddy , fightlikemike , has touched and inspired.
This is legacy.
When she sees pictures or how many people signed up for the race ,
she says you are famous 😝
I thought you would get a kick out of that.
Although I let her know that first and most importantly-
She , Jake and graham are your greatest legacy.
I told her how your life,
love and inspiration ,
will live on with each shirt we give out.
With each message in your own handwriting to ….
That each person that reads it will be
or has been touched by you.
Inspired by you.
To me, that is worth living for .
That this is why I keep sharing your love with others.
With hope that others will learn to believe in themselves,
the way you believed.
I am working on this lesson each day too.
It is hard.
But the more I fight like you
by surrender to Gods plan
and by trusting this journey ,
even though I do not understand it at all....
The more I believe in your purpose and your legacy.
That your short life time, is teaching others how to live.
This keeps me believing in sharing your message ,
even through the sadness and the longing to have you here.
I must keeping swimming for you.
One of our favorite Zac Brown songs to listen to was ...
On the Day that I die.
It has been coming on Pandora when I run lately .
“Cause I believe that I
Was born with a song inside of me
Never question why
I just keep on singing these melodies
As time goes by
It's funny how time can make you realize
We're running out of it
On the day that I die
I wanna to say that I
Was a man who really lived and never compromised
And when I've lived out my days
Until the very end”
You for sure were born with a song inside of you.
You sung is so incredibly well.
Never asking ,
why me ?
Reaching so many others.
Through your gentle fight song.
You did this.
And I am proud and honored to have been your person.
To witness this first hand.
And I will keep fighting like you everyday.
And sharing your love.
(Especially and most importantly with Jake , Celia , and Graham)
But with the rest of the world too.
You lived out your days until the very end , humbly , with determination and with love.
And have touched the lives of so very many already,
And I can’t even fathom how many in years to come.
And I am forever inspired . And so very grateful.
I love you 29, Snookie.